Almost caved. I stopped myself. Looking for support :)

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2021.12.02 18:55 NeverStayDown98 Almost caved. I stopped myself. Looking for support :)

Hey all, so i’ll be 30 in 1 year. I started PMO at 16.. immediately got into weird shit that was uncharacteristic of me. Trans, Feet, Milfs, Pantyhose, Femdom… all this weird shit. Makes me naseuas and sick feeling thinking about all that bullshit.
Understood the damage it was doing at 22. I completed 90 days and cried tears of joy. Somehow without even realizing i got back i to it and deeper then ever. It’s ruined endless endless aspects of my life. I don’t recognize myself anymore.
I’m now 29 and have been fighting but failing ever since age 23. I’ve cried endless times; feeling like i’m a tortured soul.
I choose life, love, natrual ways. I have said it time and time again; I want to never look at porn every again; i want this toxic lust eliminated. I want to soulful, and be my natrual trueself. Fuck porn, fuck masterbation, fuck lusting.
So many time i was positive my life had changed and without me even knowing, i was back in it.
I can’t cry enoygh tears, scream from the roof tops loud enough. Porn and masterbatiom are heroin to the brain.
I started looking at images porn images today, 3 diffrent times; eachtime i yelled out loud “what the fuck are you doing dude, this is poision; go through the stages of discomfort and withdraw, cause the other side of this life ruing additiction is a beautiful life homie”
I have a gf, shes supportive. I 1000% want to not masterbate ever again; and never want to even begin looking at porn ever again. I can eventually have sex when i’m ready but I don’t even want to cum. …I just wanna be the real me; and live life to its fullest. I want this to be a past memory. I know i can do it, i’m willing to go through any pain to end this addiction.
I looked today and started to masterbate but stopped.
I’m gonna go all december homies, i’m gonna go all janurary homies, I’m gonna go all feburary homies, and i’m not gonna look back. 30 will be incredible, a new life will be all i could ever ask for, no more Pain.
Thanks everyone!!
(Things porn and masterbation have taken from me:)
• dream girl who wanted to be with me for life growing up
• losing all my friends, and having a secluded high school experience
• ended up not furthering my education
• zero confidence
• disordedisease, very likely that was triggered by a bad virus, to when it hit me… my immune system was weak from masterbatting 4 times the day before it hit me..
• didn’t get recruited for D1 basketball like I was going to because i chose masterbation instead of resting for huge games.
• currently no job, no carrer, scared to get out there
• embarrassed that my family may be embarrassed of me
• i don’t feel like the me, i know i am, haven’t felt like me in 10 years
• lost hundreds of potential good friends cause i irrationally turn on them and then regret it.
• deeper depression then imaginable
• was a talented musician, i threw it all the way at stopped for a decade
• i could go on and on, endless things porn & masterbation ruined.
I will succeed. I promise myself, my soul, i will succeed, recover, grow & be me again and never look back. I want to truly live life.
Tons of respect to all of you, cheers
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2021.12.02 18:55 NightStar79 I think I caused a woman to quit her job

It was one those gas station/convenience store things and it was a family owned one. I ordered chicken tenders, cheese fries, and mozzarella sticks and stood around to wait.
There was 4 people ahead of me when it comes to food orders and only one cook but I didn't mind waiting because I had nothing better to do anyway. So I just wandered the store and greeted the boss that I semi-know through my mother but rarely see or talk to myself because she's barely there around the times I sometimes show up and then went back to wandering.
Normally I chat with the girls behind the counter because they are friendly and I've shown up enough that we joke around and just chat but we didn't not just because there were customers but the boss is kind of a Karen. Best to stay quiet in he presence you know?
Well finally got my order but they forgot the mozzarella sticks. The sequence of events are something I regret...
Me: Ah you forgot my mozzarella sticks but it's fine.
Cashier: Sorry! I didn't hear you. You sure you don't want us to make them? Shouldn't take long.
Me: How.long?
Cashier: Just a few minutes
Me: Sure. (I was the only one there anyway)
Cook: Sorry what sauce did you want?
Me:: Don't worry about it you guys were swamped and marinara sauce.
Cook: Okay. She can ring you out in the meantime.
Me: Okay. (starts paying for food)
(boss comes over)
Boss: Is that all she ordered?! She's been here for 20 minutes!I
Me: Wait! Sarah it's fine I don't mind.
Cook: What? No there was a mistake with the ord--
Boss: (talks over her and starts berating her chicken tender cooking technique and how to do it better)
Me: (stands there awkwardly pretending like I'm no hearing an argument while cashier quietly takes over cooking my stupid mozzarella sticks)*
Boss: Now how I would do it is (starts telling cook how to cook chicken tenders and mozzarella sticks at the same time)
*Cook: * There was a mistake on the order!
Me: Yeah it's my fault. I didn't speak loud enough for them to hear me.
Boss: (glances at me) Okay then. (walks away)
Me: (trying to catch the cashier eye or cook to quietly apologize but neither look at me)
Boss: (comes back over and starts in on how to cook both the chicken tenders and mozzarella sticks at the same time again)
Cook: You know what? I'm done.
Me: (standing there horrified that I just caused her to quit her job because I wanted mozzarella sticks)
(few awkward minutes later in which I finally, quietly, apologized to the cashier who just quietly shook her head)
Ex-cook: (come out of the back room changed and ready to leave)
Boss: You know what? Ever since your friend quit you've been coming to work with a bad attitude!
And cue a very loud argument with me still standing there learning more than I should've about how the store is run since I'm just a customer. Apparently the cook has been overworked and pulled shifts all alone and the boss was trying to be like "What are you talking about?! I'm picking up your slack!"
I'm never ordering mozzarella sticks from there again.
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2021.12.02 18:55 atlasofstars Any way to save melted mirror finish glasses?

So I ordered some mirrored sunglasses from eyebuydirect over the summer and they were great. I stupidly left them in the car and the mirrored finish got warped within the first week or two of having them (they were my first prescription sunglasses, and I didn't know they needed to be protected from harsh heat). I am outside of the three month return window for eyebuydirect so I'm wondering if I can take them to a local optician and have the lenses repaired or replaced, or if there's any other option to save me having to toss them. Thanks for any advice!
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2021.12.02 18:55 PieGroundbreaking705 Likely finishing this term with a 3.0

Hi all. I’ve never posted here before but I’ve lurked for as long as I’ve been attending community college. I’m an English major, currently a sophomore and I just submitted my UC and CSU transfer applications.
I currently have a 3.91 GPA after having a subpar performance my first semester, though I’ve managed to get an A in every single class I’ve taken since.
I feel totally burned out this semester. I managed midterms nicely but after the halfway mark I found it pretty difficult to engage in my work. From the looks of it, I’ll most likely end up getting a B in all my courses this semester. It’s possible I might get some A’s, but my exams would have to be near perfect.
I know it isn’t that bad of a result. A few years ago I’d have been ecstatic at getting all B’s, but I’ve just put so much pressure on myself. I’m taking solace in the fact that I’ve already been guaranteed admission into UC Davis through the TAG program, and I’ll likely get accepted to some CSUs. Idk, have any of you been in a similar situation?
I’m definitely going to do my best for finals, but feeling kinda drained.
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2021.12.02 18:55 DumboTheDog Should i go for legendary sword or stick in tier 4?

I know that the general consensus is that it doesnt matter, because i will switch weapons soon enough, but i plan on camping in zone 4 for a good while and im thorn between upgrading my legendary stick (i believe it is a spear type?) and sword? I heard bow is very good, but i cant get it and i could never get it lol.
Based on looks i like sword 100x more than stick, but from the research i did, there are a few pros and cons between them, being stick/spear overall superior.
spear has no heal skills (kinda bad for some pve scenarios), but overall better dps and hits the furthest enemy with a lot of dmg, which is helpful in pve. It also has target enemy, which is helpful in pvp.
sword has lower damage (MUCH lower from what i see in the skills), being the max dmg of the best skill almost 3 times less than the max dmg of the the best stick's skill, which is a huge downside for me. Has single target heal, but takes so much energy, that i will only use it when playing manually and sometimes the closest enemy has such low hp when u get to use it that u dont drain anything.
Looking at top ranks in my tier, i see most using either sword or bow, which makes me think im missing something about spear.
Even though i like sword much more, im leaning towards spear, cus it appears to be significantly better.
can someone please help me decide? thanks a lot <3
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2021.12.02 18:55 Niklaz9 I just built this algorithmic music platform

Hi, I’ve been designing/coding this music platform for quite some time now, and I’m finally ready to invite some test users ;) Invite code: lofihiphop
It’s built around a cool little algorithm that can determine the best artists and music down to your local neighborhood. E.g. the best artist in Brooklyn, to New York, to the US, and worldwide.
Take it for a spin and let me know what you think! 💿
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2021.12.02 18:55 donotholdyourbreath I'm gonna go on a limb and say the more suppressed someone is, the more obsessed they are with nudity and sex...

I get trolls exist. But good lord the number of people trolling on feminist or ex muslim or atheist subs calling women in non hinab naked is insane.
I remember a friend back in highschool when I got hot and showed my tank top dress was shocked if I was comfortable being naked. She was nice about it after but sometimes I wonder... I only hope its because she lacked exposure. I took my jacket off. She turned to me shocked. 'Your parents are fine letting you be naked'. Me confuses. Looks down. Did my pants fall off? I was very confused. (We were 14) she said 'well mom said shoulders are a step towards nudity so we might as well be naked.'
anyways, there is a happy conclusion. After that nothing ever happened.
I'm sure some people are still stuck in their ways. Still had a Muslim friend tell me I was too much of a slut just because I talk to men the way I talk to women. Key word had a friend. Yes. I joke with male friends. No, I'm not in love with them. But its like these type turn everything into sex.
Show some shoulder? Sex. Be nice? Sex. Handshake? Sex. Movies? Sex.
Seriously, I think any body that assumes stuff will lead to 'degenerate' sex needs to give themselves a hard look
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2021.12.02 18:55 Will2025 Access backed up pictures?

I recently got a new phone and I believe most of my pics on my old one were backed up, how do I access them???
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